Yay! Journal Update! ... Ugh. I'm depressed-ish. Or I'm getting mono. I hope it's depression. I've never had mono, and quite frankly, I don’t want to. I’ve had depression, so I hope I’m not becoming tolerant of my meds… Reason number one is because my neighbor’s husband died from cancer a few days ago. Reason number two you get a fat rant on. So here you go.


Ugh, I've had a really gay week. And I don’t mean like happy gay, I mean two dudes gay. And it is REALLY straining my friendship with Hillary. It’s really hard, because I LOVE shounen-ai, and she a) Drives the “canon-mobile”[It’s like the pope-mobile… You can’t shoot at it! D: ) ] b) She’s religious, and c) She’s been scarred by the time she accidentally read a yaoi fanfiction.

So how was my week gay? Well, in a SINGLE DAY I managed to have Maruzeku colored ice cream, Maruzeku colored cotton candy, Maruzeku colored yogurt, and in a store I found incense. The incense was rose scented, and the other was RIGHT NEXT TO IT and was vanilla scented. Usually, that wouldn’t have triggered “MAR-MAR AND ZEXY MAKE OUT TIME!!!” in my head, but I read this fanfiction, and the person said that Zexion smelled like VANILLA. And stupid me, guess who had told Hillary about that fanfiction- THAT’S RIGHT! I HAD!!! So the second I picked them up and started giggling, she snatched them away from me and hid Zexy in the diaper aisle. So I went looking for him. AND THAT SUCKED.

Also, I’ve been writing a Marluxia X Zexion fanfiction and I originally wanted it to be a short and really sad little songfic to “Bleeding Love”, but it’s gotten so FREAKING FAT NOW that I’m going to have to break it up into chapters. 14,206 words and I’ve STILL GOT MORE DAMN WORK TO DO. I AM NOT HAPPY AT ALL.

Oh, and it gets gayer.

Sooo, I’m doing this Man-self meme. Ya know, man-self? From the crack meme? Yeah, so anyways, I got to make a “special some one” for my man-self who I named Kenny. That special someone is a boy. Named Jay. Now why would I do this? To irritate Hillary? Um no, not this time. Ya see, I love bishies. I REALLY love bishies. So I figured, if I have a man-self, wouldn’t at least SOME of my bishi-loving-ness carry over to him? I think it would. (Plus I needed to practice man-hair! XD)

So, all of this is really upsetting to Hillary. I love Hillary; she’s my best friend forever! I really wish she was a little more open to this kind of stuff. I don’t understand what she finds so WRONG with it. I’ve cried a bit over this whole incident- and not just that time at her house when she told me I shove shounen-ai down her throat. Then I told her that she shoves Sokai down my throat, and then she asked me what was wrong with Sokai, and I knew she really wanted a good answer, but I didn’t have one, so all I could say was “I don’t know.”

I try not to shove it on her, but I guess I’m a little… Overenthusiastic about it. To her, it may seem like something nasty that goes against everything she believes in, but to me, it is something completely different. It’s like my comfort food almost. So when I’m sad, I go to it. And this fight-type thing has gotten me really sad. So I go to shounen-ai to comfort myself. WHICH MAKES IT WORSE BECAUSE IT BUGS HILLARY TO NO LIVING END.

So now I’m FILLED to the rim with angst about my friendship that I feel is slowly falling apart. I need help really bad because I think Hillary is slowly becoming less and less tolerant of my love for shounen-ai. And I try my best, I really do, to not talk about it around her, but I’m just so… thoughtless in everything I do. I always try to make people laugh and smile, and hide my worries and fears from people so they think everything is okay, and that they can be just like me- living their lives the way they damn please. I want people to look up to me. I want people to see things the way I do… the way I truly believe they really are. And I’m not saying I want people to behave like me, and have the same opinions as me- I’m saying that I want them to see the world how they truly believe it is.

I’m sorry for bleeding my angst on you guys. I’m sure you have much better things to do than listen to someone who pretends to be happy all the time. What bullshit that is. Me. Happy all the time. That’s a fat-ass lie. I can only be happy for other people. I can never be happy for myself. So shut the hell up. I don’t care how bad you think I have it. I know I don’t have it that bad. I know there are people out there worse off than me. There are people out there right now who are going to go home tonight and try to kill themselves. And some of them will succeed. It’s them I’m happy for. I’m happy around people like them. If I can get them to be happy too, maybe I can help them. If I can just help one of them by being happy, I’ll do it.

…I just bled more angst than I needed to, didn’t I?



Ugh…



So lol, yeah. Now a quiz thing. *headdesk*




Prep
[x] I shop at Abercrombie, Hollister, American Eagle, or Aerospatiale. (Aeropostale! They have comfy sweaters. And they’re pretty cheap for name-brand stuff too. <333)
[ ] I am/was a cheerleader. (Ew, nast.)
[ ] I'm pretty ditzy. (Yay! NAST!)
[ ] I wear pink 24/7. (Ack! NO!)
[ ] My looks are very important to me. (Pffpt. Why would they be?)
[x] I can’t live without my cell phone. (I use it for the internet!)
[ ] My hair is always straight. (I don't like my hair straight.)
[x] I say 'like' and 'omigod' a lot. (They're fun to say.)
[ ] I laugh 24/7. (Sometimes I cry.)
[ ] I have a million friends. (I don't even know a million people.)
[ ] I always hang at the mall or movies. (How am I supposed to get there?)
[ ] I'll only date popular guys. (I don't date people.)
[ ] I listen to rap & pop music. (DOWN WITH RAP!!! >_>
[ ] I have at least one designer bag. (NOPE!)
[ ] My myspace pics are of me making a kissy face or are mirror pics. (I don't got no myspace. I'm not a conformist.)
[ ] It takes me at least an hour to get ready for school in the mornings. (Only to wake up. Not to get ready.)
[ ] Uggs + Miniskirts = Love (Uggs+No dictionary= Wut???)
[x] I don't have a job. (I'm not old enough to work...)
[ ] I wear lots of makeup. (I hate makeup.)
[x] I can be stuck up or snobby sometimes. (It's fun to pretend you're better than someone. That someone being a fake gangster.)
[ ] I flirt with any guy, as long as he's cute. (Ew, nast!)
Total = 05


Emo
[x] I cry a lot. (But not when anyones looking.)
[ ] I go to local shows. (... Oo)
[ ] I wear black everyday. (Not EVERYDAY.)
[x] I write sad poetry. (No, you can't see it. D:< )
[ ] I play an acoustic guitar. ( But I own one. )
[x] My favorite bands include: Fall Out Boy, My Chemical Romance, or Panic! at the Disco. (They're all so cool! Neat-o music!)
[ ] I self mutilate myself. (I used to. I try not to now, though. It's been a few months... But I do feel a little depressed...)
[x] I think about suicide or death often. (How can I not, when half my characters are dead?)
[x] People have told me to cheer up. (But usually I'm the one telling them to cheer up...)
[x] I cry when I see dead animals. (T^T)
[ ] My myspace pics are black are white or angled. ( I DON'T GOT NO FRICKIN MYSPACE D:< )
[ ] I wear many band shirts. ( lol BAND SHIRTS! Yah, right. I don't have that kind of money.)
[x] No one understands me. (It's true. T^T)
[x] I don't talk too often. (At least, not in public. I vomit words in private.)
[x] I look down when I walk. (I hate tripping!)
[ ] I wear black eyeliner. (I don't wear makeup.)
[ ] My fingernails are black. (I DON'T WEAR MAKEUP.)
[ ] I have an ex I still cry over. ( I don't got no ex-es. ^^)
[ ] My hair is black. (Light brown.)
[ ] My hair covers one of my eyes. (Unless it's time for a haircut...)
[x] I love Hot Topic. (HOT TOPIC!!!!! *drools*)
[ ] I always say 'life sucks'. (Life is great! ^^)
Total = 10

Nerd

[ ] I have straight A's. (I be, like, failin'.)
[ ] I wear glasses. ( I've got 20/15 vision!)

[ ] I always do my homework and study. ( I'm smarter than my stupid textbook... *buries head in dictionary* Yeah, I've read the dictionary twice. DEAL WITH IT. D:< )
[ ] Lord of the Rings was a massive achievement. (I've only seen the first one. It was pretty good. But I don't know enough to judge.)
[x] Computer games = Love. (Squeeeee!!!)
[ ] I'm 'teachers pet'. (lol no.)
[x] I've never had a real boyfriend/girlfriend. ( I'm too young to date. )
[x] I have a bedtime. (But like hell I follow it! XD)
[ ] I use an asthma inhaler. (Nope.)
[ ] I carry a calculator with me. (Pffffpt, I don’t need one.)
[ ] I bring my lunch to school. (Ew, no.)
[ ] I always follow the rules. (lol, rules.)
[ ] I'm shy around the opposite sex. (I’m never really around the opposite sex.)
[ ] I'm always on the computer. (lol, I wish.)
[x] I've never had beer or cigarettes. ( If you smoke you're gonna die. )
[x] I always answer every question in class right. (But only when they call on me.)
[x] I correct people's grammar. (All the time! In my head, though. I've given up on most of the morons in my class.)
[x] I read a lot. (*buries face in DSM IV TR* )
[ ] School is very important to me. (Not right now.... It's summer... T^T)
[x] I always stump people. (lol YOU INANE COPROLITHE! XD)
Total = 08

Rebel

[x] I always speak my mind. (Who doesn't?)
[x] I have 0% of school spirit. (WTF?! School spirit?!)
[x] Forget you I won't do what you tell me! (I'm my own person!)
[x] I stand up for what I think is right. (Really, who wouldn't?)
[ ] On spirit days at school, I wear the rebel's colors. (What the hell are "rebel's colors?")
[ ] Whenever people are doing something, I do the complete opposite. (Sometimes I'll play along. If it's fun.)
[x] I won't listen to authority figures. (YOU CAN'T TELL ME WHAT TO DO!!!)
[ ] I always break the rules. (Wut rules?)
[ ] I refuse to compromise. (No, compromise is good!)
[x] I'm always arguing with people. (MY PARENTS.)
[x] I love debate. (Fun fun fun! ^^)
[x] I always do what's unexpected of me. (I KEEP BLEEDIN'! KEEP KEEP BLEEDIN' ALONE!)
[x] I don't give a crap what people think of me. (Why would anyone give someone crap??? o_o; )
[x] If I watch a crappy movie in theaters, right after it's over, I'll say 'that sucked'. (But I don't go to the movies that often though.)
[x] I'm not afraid to trash people's opinions. (I don't care what you say. Kairi's a little ho. And stupid. And a total Mary Sue.)
[ ] I only respect my own beliefs. ( I respect ALL beliefs. Except... umm... there's these two things... -_-; )
[x] If I don't want to do something, I won't do it, no matter what. (I'm lazy.)
[ ] I laugh at compromising people. (Wut? Why?)
[ ] I cheer on the rival's sport team to stand out. (I hate sports.)
[x] Rules were meant to be broken. (It's true, they were! >:3)
Total = 13

Jock

[ ] I'm on one or more sport teams. (Used to be on two basketball teams at the same time. But then I quit. Because sports require too much ENERGY... T^T)
[ ] I always wear my varsity jacket. (Varsi-what?)
[x] I've won awards for my athletic ability. (First grade Field day! lol)
[ ] I will only date popular girls/guys. (What the hell! I DON'T DATE!)
[ ] School Spirit 100%. (School Spirit is for dead-o's.)
[ ] I'm going to a college for sports. (lol. lol. lol. lol.)
[ ] I watch sports on TV all the time. (lol. lol. lol. lol.)
[ ] I'm muscular. (I've got dancer's legs, though.)
[x] I play sports or exercise at least 3 hours a day. ( Swingsetting IS excersize! )
[ ] Go Team! (lol. lol. lol. lol.)
[ ] I'm a chick/dude magnet. (lol. lol. lol. lol.)
[x] I eat a lot. (*shoves food down face*)
[x] I'm egotistical. (I love me.)
[ ] I'm too focused on sports to make really good grades. ( What loser is?)
[ ] I sit at the jock lunch table. (I spend my lunch in the library or guidence. lol.)
[ ] All I talk about with my friends is sports. (lol, We talk about struggling and Quidditch!)
[ ] I go to lots of sports games. (lol no.)
[x] I'm very athletic. (When I want to be. I'm good at almost anything I try. But I hate sports. So I don't try.)
[ ] I wear sport inspired clothing. ( NEVER!!!!! >_<
[ ] I play at least 3 different sports. (NOPE!)
Total = 05

Comedian

[x] I'm very funny. ( CHANG-A-ROKU!!!)
[x] I'm always making jokes. (lol, Akuroku Sexy.)
[ ] I interrupt class by making people laugh. ( I try not to distract my teachers... They're trying to teach incompetant people. That's pretty hard.)
[x] I always entertain people by being funny. (lolololol GANGSTAH MICKEY!)
[ ] I worship Kevin Smith. (Who?)
[x] I watch comedies more than anything. (Comedy is awesome. My TV is basically fixed on Comedy Central.)
[ ] I also watch SNL and Mad TV a lot. ( SNL??? Mad TV! I love Mad TV!)
[x] I'm sarcastic. (Yo mama.)
[x] I've been told I'm hilarious. (By teachers.)
[x] I always imitate people. (Using extra facial expressions.)
[ ] I pull lots of pranks. (Not good at 'em.)
[ ] I always make sarcastic remarks after everything. (Not really. Unless it was stupid.)
[x] I have to prove myself by being funny. (BELIEVE IT! XD)
[x] People expect me to make jokes, always. (Hillary does... I think...)
[ ] I have a lot of pressure to make everyone laugh. (Nope. No one really cares that much.)
[x] If I don't make jokes, people ask me what's wrong. (Hillary does...)
[ ] Jim Carrey is my idol. ( Who???)
[ ] I mostly get along with everybody. (Pfffpt YAH RIGHT.)
[ ] At pep rallies, I'm the one acting crazy and silly. (Wuts a pep rally?)
[x] My teachers or parents tell me I need to focus more on work and less on joking around. (It's true, I do.)
Total = 11

Shy

[x] I don't have a lot of friends. (I've just got a couple good friends. That’s all I need.)
[ ] I don't talk too much. (I talk a lot. Just not around people.)
[x] It's not that I'm snobby, I just get nervous when talking to people. (I don't really like people. I'm too shy to get a library card... )
[ ] When people say my name, others say 'who?'. (lol EVERYONE KNOWS ME. But that's not really a good thing in my case... )
[ ] I'm pretty sure mostly no one knows who I am. (No, they all know me.)
[ ] People have told me I need to talk more. (No, but people tell me to shut up a lot. Even if I wasn't talking. O O)
[x] I only talk when other people talk to me first. (Usually...)
[x] I look down when I walk ( I HATE TRIPPING! D:< )
[x] I avoid social gatherings, such as games, dances, or parties. ( I hate those things. Specially outdoor gatherings... >.<
[ ] People have tried to help me be more outgoing, but it never works. (No, it worked!)
[x] I always plan to talk to more people, but I never do. (Yeah, I just kinda forget. )
[ ] I sit in the back of the classroom. (DEAD FRONT BETCHES! )
[ ] I never join in class discussions. (I've got opinions!)
[x] I hide behind people to avoid being seen sometimes. (... Don't feel like talking about this one...)
[x] I could never be a cashier, talking to strangers. (STRANGER DANGER! *seizure*)
[x] I talk quietly, and people say "What?" (They can't hear me... T^T)
[x] People have called me shy or quiet. (All the time. But I'm not!)
[ ] I usually let others decide for me. (Yah, like hell you're tellin' me what to do!)
[x] If someone is talking about my favorite book or movie in front of me, I don't join in the conversation. (People never talk about the DSM IV TR... Or The Last Unicorn...)
[x] I would like to be more outgoing. ( I want a library card! T^T)
Total = 12 (OO

Goth

[x] I wear black. (Black! <333)
[x] I don't like to be seen. (Leave me alone! LEMME DRAW! T^T)
[x] I'm very, very pale. (It's true.)
[ ] I only listen to metal or emo-ish music. (HONEY PUNCH! I KEEP BLEEDIN'! KEEP KEEP BLEEDIN' ALONE!)
[x] I love creepy, weird movies. (One Call Missed, the Ring, ect.)
[x] I love gothic cartoons and drawings. (They're all so beautiful! Usually. X3)
[x] I don't like people. (People are like.... ew.)
[ ] I only go out during the night. (Hahaha, wut?!)
[ ] I have black fingernails. (Didn't it already ask this?)
[ ] I wear a long black coat. (XD ME INNA TRENCH COAT! HILLARY! LET'S MUG CHAZZ!!! ...Or Zexion.)
[x] I also wear big black boots. (When I can find them...)
[ ] 'The Crow' is one of my favorite movies. (What is that movie?! People always talk about it, but I don't know what it is! T^T)
[ ] I only date other Goths. (-headdesk- You don't listen, do you?)
[x] I love pain. (Looong story... Don't ask... -angst-)
[x] People think I'm crazy. (But I am, so it's all cool.)
[ ] I don't talk to anyone who isn't as deep as me. (Because stupid people like to talk to me... XD)
[x] I love to scare people. (RAWR!!!!)
[x] I laugh at teenyboppers. (Whatever that is, I'm sure it sucks. lol.)
[x] People are afraid of me. (They think I have rabies. More long stories. You can ask about this one!)
Total = 12

Weirdo

[x] I talk to myself. ( All the time... Hey, Tatsuo, what's up? )
[x] I say really random things all the time. (Sodomize him... with a pixie stick!)
[x] I fidget a lot. (*twitches leg*)
[ ] I still use a wheeled backpack. (lol!)
[x] People laugh at me. ( But they love me. I KNOW THEY DO. )
[x] I walk really funny. (Sometimes, I like to imitate Kadaj, Riku, Sora, and Axel. <333)
[x] I have a very different sense of style. (*throws on leopard clothes*)
[ ] I talk in a robot voice often. (lol wut?)
[x] I'll stop whatever I'm doing, and break out in a crazy dance if the mood strikes. (DANCE CATFOOD DANCE!)
[x] I debate stuff with myself. (Demyroku, NO AKUROKU! >_>
[x] I hear voices. (They tell me to do stupid things.)
[x] I'm obsessed with aliens and the other planets. ( *Alien Prince fetish*)
[ ] I have a fascination with robots and machinery. (XD If I can't draw it, it sucks. XD)
[x] I use really big words no one understands, and they give me weird looks. (Vague. I had to explain what that was to a boy in my grade. There was also a boy who didn't know what "dolt" meant.)
[x] I say random lines of babbling that make sense to no one but me. (MER KUU CHEN PEN! Or whatevs... X3)
[x] I dart my eyes from side to side. (Sometimes... X3)
[x] I always pretend I'm a robot or other weird non human thing. (Imma LEOPARDESS!!!)
[x] People have no idea why I think the way I do. (But I do. I think I have Dissociate Personality Disorder to some degree. lol.)
[x] I have some very unusual, extraordinary talents. ()
[x] When people ask me if I like something that's trendy, I pretend to be scared or confused. ( I had to get a cootie shot last year. XD)
Total = 17!!!

Antisocial

[x] I hate most people ( YOU'RE NOT FORM THE FRICKIN' GHETTO! >.< Now, I shall proceed to kick Soulja Boy. *kicks Soulja Boy*)
[x] I prefer to be alone. (I get moody sometimes... X3)
[x] When people talk to me, I just give them a death glare. ( lol only those certain bitches. )
[x] Actually, most people don't talk to me. (Actually, that would be true. No one really talks to me that much. OO
[x] People are freakin idiots and I wish they'd all die. ( WHEEEEEEEEEEE!!! DEATH!!!!!!! )
[ ] I live in my room, writing in my diary. (Diary, lol that's a good one.)
[ ] I go out of my way to avoid everyone. (Not really.)
[ ] I never greet anyone. ( I always try to say hi to people...)
[x] I despise people who talk too loudly. ( I DON'T CARE ABOUT YOU MAN PROBLEMSSSSSSSSS!!! D:< lol, but I talk loud-ish...)
[x] I want people to think I'm a freak. (It's funner that way.)
[ ] I never talk. (I don't have selective mutism or anything!)
[x] I can't wait to get off this earth. (TO TRAVERSE TOWN!)
[x] I always sit by myself at lunch or anywhere else. (Stupid Hillary and her need for food...)
[x] I listen to music on full blast on my ipod/mp3 player/headphones to block out the world. (ALL THE TIME. ALL THE TIME...)
[x] I don't know why I am the way I am. (I might've been dropped on my head or something... Ah whaddever... I'm to lazy to scroll through my brain to properly figure that out. I could if I wanted to, tough.)
[x] People have said I'm antisocial. (Screw them. *goes into emo corner*)
[ ] I use drugs or alcohol to escape the loneliness. (I'm not THAT badass. lol.)
[ ] Why bother when people don't like you anyways? (KEEP TRYING NO MATTER WHAT! NEVER GIVE UP!)
[x] I occupy myself so it won't look like I'm a loner. (Is that kinda weird???)
[ ] I just don't get along with anyone. (I get along with people. They just don't get along with me. D:<
Total = 13 (ROXAS!!!!)

Skater

[ ] I skateboard to everywhere. (Don't know how!)
[ ] If I'm not skateboarding, I carry it with me. (I don't own a skateboard. )
[ ] I shop at Pacsun. (.... Oo where???)
[ ] I'm obsessed with Tony Hawk. (lol, that old dude???)
[ ] Oh yea, and Bam Margera. (...Who?!)
[ ] I always play skateboarding video games. (Pfffpt. No.)
[ ] I have shaggy hair. (Lol, not really. But my split ends actually look kinda cute! ^^)
[ ] I wear baggy pants.(lol. I like jeans more.)
[ ] I wear skater shoes only. (Define "skater shoes"?)
[ ] I always wear hoodies. (Nope. I'm not a KH character. lol)
[ ] I hang at skate parks 24/7. (Ahhh, ummm... A what???)
[ ] I'm always learning new board tricks. (lol. No.)
[ ] Forget school, I want to be a professional skateboarder. (DUDE! LIKE TOOOOOTALLY! )
[ ] I've been skateboarding for over 4 years. (No.)
[ ] I hang with other skaters. (Who???)
[ ] I've been hurt while skateboarding. (Never. I don't skateboard.)
[ ] I've been in a skateboarding competition. (NOPE!)
[ ] I wear vans. (My mom drives a van. Does that count?)
[ ] Tony Hawks Underground owns. (Yah, pffffffffpt. Like hell it does. ...What is it?)
[ ] I've met some of my closest friends at skate parks. (Lol, where?)
Total = 00 (I'm not Roxas...)

Christian Girl/Boy

[ ] I go to church at least once a week. (I love church though...)
[ ] Most of my wardrobe consists of long skirts and button down shirts for church. (XD I wish. I love long flowy skirts. <3)
[ ] I always carry a bible with me. (lol, no but my mom got me one at the dollar store!)
[ ] My whole family is very religious. (Nope. My mom grew up in California. And my dad is a pottymouth. Well, so is my mom. My brother might be too... XD)
[x] I've never been on a date. (Never. Ever. Ever.)
[x] I've never smoked or had a beer. (XD IF YOU SMOKE YOU DIE!)
[x] My beliefs are very strong. (...Whatever I believe in, I believe it 100%!!!)
[x] I'm waiting for marriage until sex. (Sure! Why not?)
[ ] I wear a cross necklace. (Mine broke... TT^TT)
[x] I have a bracelet that says WWJD. (Somewhere...)
[ ] I'm always preaching to people about the importance of religion. (I don't push religion. I push crack pairings, but not religion.)
[x] I believe in God. (And rainbows. I love rainbows. )
[x] I'm not allowed to watch rated R movies, and sometimes, not even PG-13 movies. (But I do anyways... Shhhhh! )
[x] I never go out and party. (Why would I???)
[x] I read the bible everyday. (It's got really cool stories!)
[ ] I've memorized excerpts from the bible. (Ah, nope.)
[ ] I go to Sunday school. (Ew. No.)
[ ] I've been to church camp. (......LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL CHURCH CAMP?!)
[ ] I pray every night. (I do my own type of thing...)
[x] I sing Christian songs. (And He will raise you up on eagles wings...)
Total = 10 (But... I believe in like... nine gods. And godesses. w00t! GO THOR! )

Gangsta

[x] I say 'yo'. (Only for fun.)
[x] I also say 'fo shizzle' (Only to make fun of people. I'm not even sure what it means! XD)
[ ] I wear extremely baggy pants. (Ew. No.)
[ ] Mah chainz hang low. ( and dey wobl 2 da flo ) (Hahaha lol wut??? Oo)
[ ] I hang with my homies, biotches, and hoes. (I don't got no homies, biotches, or hoes. I know, I'm such a poor, deprived child.)
[ ] I'm a thug. ( OO WTF?!)
[ ] I only listen to rap music. (CRANK THAT MARLUXIA!!! lol no.)
[ ] 50 Cent is my idol. (Hahaha! ...Who?)
[x] I don't give a fuck about school. (Eh, not right now. It's summer... *yawns*)
[ ] I steal/have stolen before. (NEVER!)
[x] I freestyle. (Not in public. I'm better at ballet.)
[x] I breakdance. (But I'm not very good. Again, I only do this in private.)
[x] Gold chainz is tha way to go, biotch. (THEY'RE SHIIIIIIIINYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! lol)
[ ] I'm white but I act black. (OMG RACIAL STEREOTYPING ALERT!!! ALERT!!! ALERT!! D:< )
[ ] All my heroes are dead rappers. (RIP Cap'n Crunch. u_u...)
[ ] Tupac is still alive. (lol no he's dead.)
[ ] I party with all my hoes. (YEAHHHHHHNOOOoooo. No.)
[ ] I wear a sideways baseball cap. (lol I'm not Ash! YAY! )
[x] I wear hoodies. (Very rarely. VERY rarely.)
[ ] I wear converse with the tongue flipped out. (....Wut???)
Total = 07 ( I'm more gangster than I am Roxas... )

Bully

[ ] I always steal people's lunch money. (THOSE SHOES ARE MINE BITCH!)
[ ] Geeks are afraid of me. (Everyone's afraid of me! )
[ ] I get in trouble all the time. (Not really. Not big trouble. Suprisingly. lol )
[ ] I steal people's stuff to be an asshole. (w00t! I don't steal!)
[x] People have called me a bully. (It was... weird. Oo)
[x] I have beat someone up before. (This little brat girl... Ugh... I hated her...)
[x] I'm always looking for a fight. (COME OUT HEARTLESS! I KNOW YOU'RE HERE!!! >0<9 lol )
[x] I pick on people smaller than me. (I hate little kids... >_>;;
[ ] I push people out of the way when I'm walking. (That's dangerous!)
[x] I've never been in a relationship before. (WHY THE HELL DOES IT KEEP ASKING THIS?!?!?)
[x] People are afraid of me. (lol. Everyone.)
[x] People know not to mess with me. (KUNG-FU LEOPARDESS! HIYAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!)
[ ] I'm bigger than most people my age. (What does that have to do with being a bully???)
[x] I pick on people for the fun of it. (Ehehehe... Only at my summer camp.)
[x] I make fun of everything anyone else likes. (BELIEVE IT! NARUTO IS STUPID!!! lol...)
[x] If anyone crosses my path, they're dead. (RAWR! I'm scary good at holding grudges...)
[ ] People know not to try and stick up for themselves when I'm around. (lol, I let people stick up for themselves.)
[ ] I'm one of the strongest kids in school. (Yah, pfffffffpt no.)
[x] Even some authority figures are afraid of me. ( I swear there's this one lady... )
[ ] People get out of my way when I'm walking. (lol NOPE!)
Total = 11 (Wow... o o; )

Gamer

[x] I own at least 2 different video game consoles. (DS, PS1, GBA, Gamecube...)
[x] I love Final Fantasy. (I've got FINAL FANTASY SEVEN!!! IN YOR FACE!!! lol)
[x] DDR & Guitar Hero own. (DDR yes. Guitar Hero.. Never played.)
[x] I've missed school before because I was trying to beat a video game. (CoM, OOT, WW, ToS... the list goes on.)
[x] I'm always trying to beat high scores on games. (If the game keeps score!)
[x] I even play a lot of computer games. ( lol ZOO TYCOON and DARWINIA!!! )
[x] I play at least 3 hours of video games a day. (Unless I'm really distracted...)
[ ] My thumbs are sore often. (I've grown numb to it.)
[ ] I spend all my money on new video games. (I'm saving for a PSP though!)
[x] My boyfriend/girlfriend has to be into video games. (If I ever have one...)
[x] All I talk about is video games. (KINGDOM HEARTS!!!!!)
[ ] I've been in a video game competition before. (u_u nope...)
[x] My eyes hurt sometimes because I play video games too much. (lol)
[x] My grades are eh. (REALLY eh.)
[x] I have a handheld videogame system, like Nintendo DS. (DS!!! SQUEEEE!!! <333)
[ ] I see every video-game-to-movie movie out there. (lol Only Advent Children.)
[x] I have at least 3 memory cards. ( 5 Gamecube, 1 PS1, 1 PS2.)
[ ] I watch lay. (.... Wut???)
[x] I've been playing video games for at least 5 years. (I've been a gamer since first grade! ^^)
[ ] I always look up video game cheats. ( Not really. I don't usually need them. Sometimes I use guides, though.)
Total = 14

Redneck

[ ] Elvis is still alive. (*gigglesnort*
[ ] I hunt. (Nope. But I wanna get into falconry!)
[ ] I fish. (Not usually. But I PWN at it. XD)
[ ] I own something camouflage. (Sequined Hayner pants. O//////O
[ ] I eat venison ( ....Wut? )
[ ] I live in the country. (No, but I live in a dump.)
[ ] Someone in my family has the name Billy. (... I don't know!)
[x] I own a bunch of junk I don't need. (My house is CRAMMED FULL of it. It takes up the space where my bed SHOULD be.)
[x] I have over 10 pets. (lol, kinda. Feral cats would have to count, though.)
[ ] I drive a big truck with huge tires. (lol. No.)
[ ] I wear a cowboy hat. (-headdesk- LOLOLOLOLOLOLOL!!!! Cowboy haaaaaaaaaaaaaat! XD)
[ ] I've ridden a tractor before. (NOPE!)
[ ] My jeans are always dirty. (They allways get washed. ...I've got a ton, so I never really have to worry though...)
[ ] I have a southern accent. (lol LARXEEEEEEEEEEEEENE IS HANNAH MONTANA!!!)
[ ] I say y'all. (lol not usually.)
[ ] Yankees can frick off. (I'm not sure... I think I'm a Yankee... OO I live in NH...)
[ ] I buy everything at Wal-Mart. (I buy some stuff there...)
[x] I'm kind of poor. (It's true.. TT^TT)
[ ] I've caught a fish then ate it before. (EW! NAST!)
[ ] I work hard. ( lol, NEVER! I'm laaazy!)
Total = 03


Cowgirl/Cowboy

[ ] I live on a farm. (Kind of...)
[x] I own at least 2 horses. (Soon. Ugh...)
[ ] I own a pair of cowboy boots. (lol NO!)
[ ] I own a cowboy hat. (LOL NOOOO!)
[ ] (Girls) I always wear my hair in two braids. (What the hell does that have to do with ANYTHING?!)
[ ] I ride a tractor. (Pfffffffpt. What is it with this quiz and tractors???)
[x] I live in a small town. (Smaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaallll smaaaaaaaaaaaaaall smaaaaaalll town. We're like, all related.)
[ ] I've lived in Texas before. (I've never even been there!)
[ ] I wear flannel shirts. (Rarely.)
[ ] I wear overalls. (Ew.)
[ ] I say y'all and howdy. (Stereotyyyyyyyyyype!!! lol)
[ ] I have other animals on a farm. (XD nope!)
[ ] I've been in a rodeo before. (lol a WHAT?!)
[ ] I've ridden a mechanical bull before. (lol those are funny!)
[ ] I love home cooking, country style. (*boom* the oven just blew up... XD)
[ ] I always wear my cowboy hat, even in restaurants. (XD Who does that???)
[ ] I say yee-haw! (Pfffffpt. That's so dumb.)
[ ] I've went to horse races before. (No, but I watch them sometimes.)
[ ] I love cowboy movies. (Ew. No.)
[ ] I square dance. ( lol wut? )
Total = 02

Social Butterfly

[ ] I have a lot of friends. (Nope. You already asked this.)
[ ] I get along with everybody. (Nobody loves me... T^T ... lol... Nobody...)
[x] I enjoy talking to different people. (I love different types of people! Makes things interesting!)
[ ] I'm a people person. (Lol, yah, right.)
[x] I love having tons of fun. (Fun FUN FUUUNNN!!! ^^)
[x] People come to me for advice. (It's really creepy.)
[x] People take an instant liking to me. (If they're going to like me, they usually do.)
[x] It seems that people always want to talk to me or hang out with me. (But I'm like, no.)
[ ] I can relate to Ferris Buller. (WTF who???)
[ ] Everybody thinks I'm awesome. ( I AM awsome. )
[x] I'm not in any clique; I'm friends with people from every clique. ( lol, clique??? No thanks! )
[x] I can turn an antisocial person nice. (Hillaryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy... )
[x] I talk to at least one different person a day. (YAY RANDOM PEOPLE!)
[x] I'm pretty cheerful. (In public.)
[x] I'm involved in something, like a club, that allows me to meet new people. (Lol, DA, duh!)
[ ] I never want to argue with people. (Arguing is fun! lol)
[x] I love talking. (blahblahblah... XD)
[ ] I always have fun doing anything. (Pfffffffpt. That sounds a little wrong.)
[x] I'm optimistic.
[ ] I have over 150 friends on my IM or cell phone book. (XD WUT??)
Total = 12

Stoner

[ ] I've tried at least 2 different drugs before. (If you do drugs you're gonna die.)
[x] I always feel chill or extremely hyper. (There's no real in between.)
[ ] Getting high is awesome. (lol. GET HIGH ON KH!)
[ ] My room smells like pot. (XD My room smells like garbage!)
[ ] I've been caught with drugs before. (No big trouble for meee! lol)
[ ] All my money goes toward buying drugs. (No, it's for a PSP.)
[ ] I've sold drugs before. (NEVER!)
[ ] 4/20 frickin rocks. (lol, wut???)
[x] I'm fascinated with the color green. ( It's such a pretty color! <333 )
[ ] I own something with a pot leaf on it. (lulz NOPE!)
[ ] I have lots of air freshener so my parents won't suspect I smoke pot in my room. (XD FREBREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEZE!!!)
[ ] I've been to school high before. (XD What loser would do that???)
[x] I'm a slacker. (It's true. I am.)
[ ] I couldn't care less about school and my grades. (I gotta do well in High School!)
[ ] I see things that aren't there sometimes. (Only if ghosts count.)
[x] I'm like 'whatever' to everything. (WHATEVS BEOTCH!)
[ ] I've skipped class to get high with friends. (XD lol)
[ ] I've resorted to more powerful drugs like cocaine or meth because pot is so lame. (Pot is lame.)
[ ] Marajuana should not be illegal. (lol, legal by perscrition!)
[ ] Drugs make me feel good. (XD You mean my anti-depressants???)
Total = 04 .....XD

Whore

[ ] I've had at least 10 boy/girlfriends. (Not even one!)
[ ] I've hooked up with a random guy/girl whose name I didn't know. (lol you whore!!!!)
[ ] I'm not a virgin. ( O: Is that something to ask a lady???)
[ ] I've made out with at least 20 different guys. (NOPE! Guys are icky! lol)
[ ] I dress like a slut, sure. (I try to cover up.)
[x] I'm a bitch and I know it. (Grrrr... >.>;;; )
[ ] I use my body to get what I want. (Ewwwwww...)
[ ] I've hooked up with someone for money before. (lol nope!)
[ ] I've done things I regret while high or drunk. (I've never been high or drunk!)
[ ] I've dated someone at least 3 years older than me. (lol, nope!)
[ ] I party often. (PARTAAAAAAAAAAAY!)
[ ] I get drunk all the time. (lol if you drink you're gonna die.)
[x] Other girls give me dirty looks a lot. (Well, the whores do.)
[ ] I've gotten in trouble for what I've worn before. (Nope!)
[ ] I've had my thong show before on purpose. (I don't even own one! XD)
[ ] I have random piercings. (I hate needles, so no.)
[ ] I have a tattoo. (Yah, I wish.)
[ ] Guys flirt with me all the time. (Im not sure... Oo)
[x] I act really ditzy. (Pfffffffffpt... Only when I'm kidding around with close friends!)
[ ] I've cheated on my boyfriend before. (I don't got one!)
Total = 03

Slacker

[x] I'm failing 2 or more classes. (XD Basically...)
[x] I sleep past noon on weekends. (Sleeeeeeep! <3333333)
[x] I miss a lot of school. (26.5 days last quarter!)
[ ] I'm late for school often. (Never. Never late.)
[x] I don't have a job. (I'm not old enough to work. Now stop asking me.)
[x] All I do is pig out and play video games/watch TV. (Lol, I draw too!)
[x] I don't take care of myself. (Did I forget to eat again??? Oops. Stupid meds.)
[ ] I've done drugs before. (lol if you do drugs you're gonna die.)
[x] I don't do my homework. (That's why I'm failing!)
[ ] I sleep all the time. (Not really...)
[x] I'm bored constantly. (YAY! BOREDOM!)
[ ] People tell me I need to try harder. (Nope, they just say I need to put more effort in.)
[x] I'm on the computer 24/7. ( I try...)
[x] I admit it, I slack off with everything. (lol, it's true!)
[ ] I do everything half-assed. (NOT MY ART!!!)
[ ] I'm not going to college, ever. (I'm going to college for archaeology!)
[ ] School is for dorks. (lol, not really.)
[ ] I don't have any ambition in life. (Pfffffffffpt. Are you kidding? I practically VOMIT ambition.)
[ ] People tell me I need to get a life. (lol, no one says that anymore!)
[x] They need to, not me. (What ditzes... Ditz... DiZ... lol)
Total = 11

Raver

[ ] I party all the time. (STOP ASKING THAT!)
[x] Glow Sticks kick ass. (SQUUUUUEEE!! GLOWY THINGS!!!!)
[ ] I love nightclubs. (Never been to one.)
[x] I love decking out in body glitter and rhinestones. (Rhinestone HAYNER PANTS!!! lol)
[x] I have tons of energy. (SQUEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!! lol)
[x] I love to dance. (BALLET! w00t!!!!)
[ ] I go out nearly every night. (lol no.)
[ ] I meet lots of people at parties and clubs. (lol still no.)
[x] I've DJ'd before. (kinda. I picked out some songs.)
[ ] I've taken a party drug before. BIG TROUBLE FOR YOUUU!)
[x] I love fog machines.(FOG!!! lol)
[x] I have crazy dance moves. (*spins in circles*)
[ ] I sleep all day and party all night. (Night is for sleep. Der. I'm diurnal.)
[x] Techno music is life. ( TECHNO!!!!!!!! SQUEEEEEEEEE!!! <33333333333)
[ ] I love popping pills, especially X. (lol wuts X???)
[ ] I love neon body paint. (XD wut???)
[ ] I shake my ass in clubs. (Ew.)
[ ] I've grinded before. (Don't you mean "ground"???)
[ ] I've made a 'sandwich' with other people. (MAN-WITCH!!!! lol.)
[ ] I've bought more drugs at clubs than anywhere else. (I don't do drugs.)
Total = 08 *caramelldances*

Hippie

[ ] I'm a tree hugger. (I love flowers though...)
[ ] I want to save the earth. (SUPER-KAT!!!!!! lol no.)
[ ] Smoking pot is herbal and natural. (lol hippies are gunna die!)
[ ] I'm comfortable with nudity. (WTF?!?!)
[x] I have long hair. (lol, more shoulder length.)
[ ] I make the peace sign a lot. (lol no.)
[ ] I'm stuck in the 60's. (lol wut???)
[ ] I'm a vegan or vegetarian. (lol ew.)
[ ] Animals shouldn't be eaten. (Just lol.)
[ ] I love tye dye. (lol.)
[x] I've made tye dye stuff before. (Shaddap!)
[ ] I wish I was alive when Woodstock happened. (...wut???)
[ ] I love 60's music. (Ew. Just... just... No...!)
[ ] I'm always chilled out. (I be hyper!)
[ ] I love those cute headbands you wear on your head. (Ew, no.)
[ ] I have crimpy hair with little braids. (lol sometimes!)
[ ] I wear bell bottoms. (lol, not anymore!)
[ ] I say groovy all the time. (Lol WTF????)
[ ] I love smiley faces. (XD WALLMART!!!!!!)
[ ] I'm a naturalist. (a wut?)
Total = 02 lol

Goody Goody

[ ] I make really good grades. ( I don't bother.)
[ ] I'm teachers pet. (lol no.)
[ ] I act sickly sweet to people. (Only older people.)
[ ] I'm nice to everybody. (lol NO.)
[x] I act happy 24/7. (In public.)
[ ] I go to church every Sunday. (nope!)
[ ] I never cuss. (Hehehe, in public...)
[ ] I always say hi to everyone. (Ew, no!)
[x] I dress appropriately. (Stupid hoes...)
[ ] I want to portray a pure image. (lol I wanna portray ME.)
[x] Girls who party and act rude need to be taught a lesson. (*kicks them*)
[x] I want to impress everybody. (And I do. XD)
[ ] I've never been called rude. (lol yah, right!)
[x] I'm one of the nicest people. (lol, actually yeah. Oo)
[x] I want to achieve everything. (WORLD DOMINATION BABY! YEAH!)
[x] I try my hardest with everything I do. (If I like it.)
[ ] I'm a kiss up to my teachers/boss. (lol NEVER.)
[ ] I'm in many different clubs. (nope!)
[ ] My after school schedule is filled with extracurricular. (Nope! I'm a free bird!)
[x] I'm very optimistic. (Der.)
Total = 08

Band Geek

[ ] I love band class. (I don't have band class.)
[x] I play at least one instrument. (Piano.)
[ ] I go to all my band concerts. (I don't got no band!)
[ ] I'm going to a college for instrumental music. (NOPE!)
[ ] I've won awards for band. (NEVER!)
[ ] I've been to band camp. (XD Now there's a laugh!)
[ ] I'm in the marching band. (HAHAHA! THERE'S ANOTHER!!!)
[ ] I wear my marching band uniform often. (I don't have one!)
[ ] People have called me a band geek. (Nope!)
[ ] I play my instrument at least 3 hours a day. (Nope!)
[ ] I'm hoping to make instrumental music a career. (Nope!)
[x] I've been playing an instrument for at least 4 years. (Yup.... u_u...)
[ ] I hope I get a band scholarship. (Why?)
[ ] Marching band is fun. (XD)
[ ] I go to other band concerts to get tips. (XD WHAT???)
[ ] I like football games....for the band! (lol. I'm the anti football. lol.)
[ ] Band is way better than anything else. (lol no.)
[ ] I carry my instrument home every night. (lol porta-piano!)
[ ] I only date other people in band. (I give up....)
[ ] I go on band field trips. (No.)
Total = 02

Choir Nerd

[x] I sing all the time. (I KEEP BLEEDIN'! KEEP KEEP BLEEDIN' ALONE!)
[ ] I want to try out for American Idol. (Lol that's stupid.)
[ ] I've been in choir for at least 4 years. (lol no.)
[ ] I've won awards for choir. (I CAN'T SING!!!! TT^TT)
[x] I've sang solos for concerts before. ( Lol yes... )
[ ] I never miss a choir concert of mine. (They got miss'd!)
[x] I sing every single day. (I KEEP BLEEDIN'! KEEP KEEP BLEEDIN' ALONE!)
[ ] I know what range of voice I am. (I've got a low-ish voice. I think. lol)
[x] I love singing duets. (...Squee... I do?!?! ...lol yah I do. XD)
[x] I always practice singing with my favorite songs.(I KEEP BLEEDIN'! KEEP KEEP BLEEDIN' ALONE!)
[ ] I hope to get a choir scholarship. (Pffffffptf, yah no.)
[ ] I want to go to a music college. (Nope!)
[ ] I watch American Idol religiously. (Ew, nast!!!!)
[x] Singing is a way of expressing myself.(I KEEP BLEEDIN'! KEEP KEEP BLEEDIN' ALONE!)
[ ] Choir is my favorite class. (DON'T GOT NO CHOIR! D:<
[ ] I've won All Region before. (lol a wut???)
[ ] I hum a lot. (...I sing to myself. But I don't really hum.)
[x] I write down lyrics all the time. (I KEEP BLEEDIN'! KEEP KEEP BLEEDIN' ALONE! ...*writes Maruzeku songfic*)
[ ] I want to be a singer. (No way could I pull that off!)
[ ] I always practice pieces for choir class. (I don't got no choir! )
Total = 07


...lol *dies*

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